My day was horrible. My stomach has never hurt this bad my whole life. All I wanted to do was sleep so I didn't have to deal with the pain. This day really sucked. I also never cried so much in my life. This is the most I have cried since I have had cancer. Why does this have to happen to me? I am really sad. I just wished this didn't happen to me. My stomach still hurts. I want it to go away. Nothing comforts me but when my mom tickles my back and my dad cracks stupid jokes. I tried taking about 4 baths today to help ease the pain. It helped for one second. This is just horrible and I would never wish this on my worse enemy. I was going to hang out with some friends today and I wanted to sooooo bad but I just wasn't able to. I just do not understand why this is happening to me. Now I am off to Sonic to get a slushy with my mom. Then to sleep. I hope. That's it.
Today was a great day for our family. Kolby went to church. It was a challenge , but it was really important for Kolby to go to church today with her dad. She got up, got ready and she looked beautiful. I really wish I would have taken pictures of the girls with their dad, but we were in such a hurry to get off to church that I forgot. Next time I will for sure. She was pretty emotional at church. It was a lot for her to get ready and go to church for the first time in a while. She wanted to arrive a few minutes late, and leave a few minutes early. It is really hard for Kolby to see people, only because of all the different emotions she is feeling right now. She gets very emotional when people hug her and express their love and support. She loves it, but right now, she cries every time she has a new visitor or sees people. So, please do not get offended if Kolby is quiet when you see her or visit with her. It's just how she is right now, and that's ok . Everyone deals wit...
I'm so sorry you had such a hard day! And you know what? It does suck. Anytime I think about you, those are the words that run through my mind.... "Geeze, that just SUCKS!!". But you are so strong, Kolby. You've already pushed through this much. Keep it up and be strong. You have sooo many people rooting for you and praying for you. I hope you have a better day today and get to hang out with some friends.
ReplyDelete♥ Rebecca
Kolby, I am SO sorry! I'm glad you shared your thoughts. It's times like this when you need everyone's prayers even MORE!
ReplyDeleteLove you! I really really hope that as I type this, you're feeling better than when you posted the post.
Kolby -
ReplyDeleteI don't understand why this has happened either. None of it makes sense in my mind and it hardly seems fair. I'm so sorry for all of the physical and emotional pain that you must endure. It breaks my heart!
I truly hope that you are able to find some relief today and maybe even have a moment of joy. I also hope that you're able to hang out with your friends sometime soon. That would surely lift your spirits!
Kolby, This does really suck. Cancer sucks. I am so sorry that this is happening to you and wish that I could make it go away. I am so glad that you are sharing how you really feel. You need to get those feelings out and just know that we all do care about you and want to know how you are feeling good or bad. We pray for you everyday, throughout the day. So many of us love you, pray for you and are rooting for you in this fight. Thank you again for sharing your feelings. I pray that you are having a better day today and are able to spend some much needed time with good friends. Just know how loved you are. Especially by our heavenly Father. You are such an awesome young woman. Keep fighting your fight and just know that you have a HUGE army behind you in this fight. We love you and God bless you
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry Kolby!! I hope you feel much better tomorrow. Lots of love and prayers.
ReplyDeleteLove ya Kolbers.
ReplyDelete