Kolby woke up and had a rough morning. She didn't want to go anywhere and she didn't want any friends coming over. Side effects of the chemo are becoming more and more apparent and Kolby is devastated. It breaks my heart when I cannot solve certain issues, and all I can do is hold her when she cries. I have found that it is better to just let Kolby cry and cry all she wants and I say absolutely nothing. NOTHING at all! She cries and then we talk and solve the problem the best that we can. Her friend Gabby was planning on coming over and right before she walked in the door Kolby told me to call her and tell her to not come over. But then Gabby came over and it was the best medicine. Kolby put on a cute black hat after her telling me that she would never wear hats. And next thing I know....they are on the kitchen floor giggling and eating out of the junk drawer! They ended up in the pool and they sat on floats and visited all day. Jeff and Kylie came over with their new WII game, we ordered pizza, ate, then played the WII and went back into the pool till about 10:00. Kolby loves going in the pool and sitting in her tube and chillin. She moves her legs and arms around and it makes her feel great, it's the best exercise for her condition. Today started out with tons of tears, and it ended up with laughter!
I want thank Kristi and Kylie for designing these T-Shirts. At first I didn't want my name on the shirt. I really do not like having the attention on me. But, after I saw them I really liked them. Thank you Kristi and Kylie. Also, thank you so much Vicki and Dale for making the t-shirts, you did a great job. I just love them. Thank you!!! This has been really hard on me. I wish I felt better and I want my healthy body back. I miss hanging out with my friends and doing the things I like. I also do not like it when I feel sick. The blisters in my throat and mouth are gone right now, but when I take chemo again I know they will come back. It has been nice feeling good these last few days. I haven't had to have chemo this week because of the scans. It is such a good feeling to feel good again. I never really appreciated my healthy body till now. The chemo makes me feel horrible. I have no energy. I feel nauseous all the time and I get horrible headaches. They hurt so bad. I get s...
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