Third day on the couch!

My poor Kolby doesn't have the energy to do anything. The last few days she has barely left the family room. Her weak body just wants to sleep. She wants to get up and shower but between the nausea and no energy, the couch wins! Tonight Blake and Lori Burr had a BBQ. We were planning on going all day, but after about the 10th time of her telling me that she was going to get up, I gave in and let her sleep. She asks me, "Mom, when am I going to feel better again"? Honestly, I do not know what to tell her. I watch her sleep. I look at my beautiful daughter and I wonder...and I think she should be out with her friends, swimming, going to the movies,and shopping. But no....instead she sleeps.

I want Kolby to know that I am very proud of you. You are my hero. You have always been such an example to me. You are so strong even when you cry. You have such a positive attitude. Even when you feel sick you still have a sparkle of hope in your eyes. Your sisters and you are my greatest blessings. Never forget how much I love you. Even when I make you take all your pills! LOL ;o)

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