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Amnesia

Ok, I have to hurry and write a little blog. Kolby woke up this morning and she told me that she does not remember anything about yesterday...except that her dad made her a chicken pot pie last night for dinner....go figure! She even asked me if Jeff and Kylie came over. Which they did. The doctor gave her a new nausea pill and it had an additional perk for anxiety...well it totally knocked her out, and it could have caused her to be so emotional. So, I think we'll stick with the old meds. Kolby even told me that she wanted to go lay out on a float in the pool today. So Yeah!!!! She still has a head ache and we hope the watermelon and toaster strudel she just ate will stay down!

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  1. That's probably kinda scary for her to have been so out of it. Even if it's the meds, it's still a scary thing, I think.

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  2. Taralee....I know exactly what you mean. When she lays there and sleeps so much I can't help but to think that she is slipping away. She is so pale with dark circles around her eyes. You only see people look like that on the movies right before they die. I watch her chest move up and down and sign a huge relief. You just never know. Life is so precious....so when Kolby has a good day....or even a good moment it is time to celebrate. I know our prayers are being answered with every smile on her face. I love you Taralee!
    Love ya,
    Dana (The momma) :o)

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