So, I went over to my parents today to visit Kolby and my mom. I got there and Kolby was still asleep! That crazy girl can sleep till 12 in the afternoon! I used to be able to do that in high school and during the summer, but being pregnant it's a lot harder! I love sitting there with Kolby, even when she does sleep all day long. I didn't get to see her yesterday, and I hate the days I don't see her. So I made sure to come by today and hang out with her for awhile. I was talking to her about her "wish" since she gets to make a wish with Make A Wish Foundation. I asked if she made a decision. She told me no, she hasn't. I asked her why not?! She said she wants to do something that the whole family can be included in. There Kolby goes, trying to think of everyone else instead of this one wish for herself! I told her we can always do things as a family. That she needed to think of this wish for HERSELF! I love her so much. I sat with her and told her to lay down and I tickled her back for about 20 minutes. It's amazing how when you get your back tickled everything on your mind goes away. I wish i could take everything away from her and have her enjoy her summer and hang out with her friends. Hopefully she will start having more energy so she could come hang out with us all. Today mom and I got in the pool and Kolby said she'd come lay in the raft but she was really tired.. I got pretty sun burnt. Maybe next time I'll put sun screen on. Kolby and I said we will compete this year to see who can get a tan the quickest or the most tannest! Kolby will probably win because she tans so easily! I just want kolby to know how much I love her and that I'm always thinking of her! I love you Kolby! I'll see you tomorrow!!
I want thank Kristi and Kylie for designing these T-Shirts. At first I didn't want my name on the shirt. I really do not like having the attention on me. But, after I saw them I really liked them. Thank you Kristi and Kylie. Also, thank you so much Vicki and Dale for making the t-shirts, you did a great job. I just love them. Thank you!!! This has been really hard on me. I wish I felt better and I want my healthy body back. I miss hanging out with my friends and doing the things I like. I also do not like it when I feel sick. The blisters in my throat and mouth are gone right now, but when I take chemo again I know they will come back. It has been nice feeling good these last few days. I haven't had to have chemo this week because of the scans. It is such a good feeling to feel good again. I never really appreciated my healthy body till now. The chemo makes me feel horrible. I have no energy. I feel nauseous all the time and I get horrible headaches. They hurt so bad. I get s
Kylie, you are a wonderful sister. I am so thankful for you and Kristi and for the service you so lovingly give Kolby. I do not ever have to ask you to do anything, you just know what to do. I love you very much. Thank you for being such an amazing sister to Kolby, especially during this difficult time in her life.
ReplyDeleteMy little cousins took their whole family to Disney World, Make A Wish was wonderful, they took them in limo's and just the best all the way! Choose something wonderful. Hang in there.
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