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Quiet Sunday

Today was a nice quiet day for Kolby. She actually slept most of the day. She woke up not feeling as well as she had the previous days. She felt nausea, throat hurt a little, and a head ache. She just wanted to be left alone and sleep. She didn't speak that much either. She wanted John to BBQ and for me to make potato salad for dinner. She also wanted to sit in the warm pool again. We ate dinner in the backyard, it was so nice and there was a nice breeze. Kolby was quiet during dinner. I could tell she didn't feel that well. Becca and her mother came by and brought her the cutest T-shirt from BYU. Kolby wasn't able to attend EFY (Especially for Youth) up at BYU this summer. She says she will next year though. They also stayed and visited for a while. It was so nice. Kylie and Jeff came over to for dinner too. We all sat in the pool for a while afterwards. Kolby loved it. She didn't want to get out. These days Kolby is the boss. Whatever she wants to do, we just go along for the ride. She doesn't want to do that much, so when she wants to do something, we are all supportive.
Then, just when we thought she was going for a fourth day of not throwing up, she did. She said she actually felt better after she did. Kristi was so sweet, she washed Kolby's hair in the sink and worked out a knot of hair that was matted in the back of her head. It took a long time to get it out. But she was patient and worked on it for a long time. Kolby doesn't like talking about her hair loss. It is very emotional for Kolby. She likes joking about it, but not when she sees it is happening. Sometimes I wish Kolby would talk a little more about what is going on in her life and how she feels. I have asked her several times to write in her blog but she said she just wants me to do if for now. I try to write as much as I can about her days and how she feels by what she says. So, for now, you'll keep hearing from the momma. I love doing this for you Kolby. I love doing anything for you! I love you babe!!! You are beautiful!

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  1. It was so great to bask in the spirit of your family today! Thanks for letting us visit!

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  2. Sorry it was a tougher day for you Kolby. It's too bad you don't feel better so that you could enjoy being the boss :). Lots of love.

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  3. I bet it is hard for her to think about what's going on, let alone talk about it. You're the best mom to just do what you need to do and let her take it as she needs to! It would probably be hard for me too, to have my kid not want to talk about it since I'm such a talker. haha :)

    I'm sorry it wasn't as good as the last couple days. I was THRILLED to hear about those good days but sometimes it makes it harder to go back to the bad days. (I'm only speaking from my MEGA sick pregnancy MONTHS!) Love you guys!!!!!!!

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